an excerpt from a new work - the narrator is a kitten.

‘MEowwwwwwww! Fresh,fresh,fresh,fresh …
‘stop GB’ I say. ‘I’m not getting back now for the fresh serving.’ I wonder if cats CAN telepathically reach their familiars – the humans they love so?
It may be so very great to have a friend able to ‘read you” non?
Fresh!fresh!fresh!!!
GB please … it is not going to happen now. You are in Ojai and I am in LA.
Before the sun goes down twice I mentioned. It is only down once since I said that to you my friend – maybe not Lonnie.
It’s a dilemma for certain too that many people really aren’t able to exist in places that are not a place of a deception. It might be that people are able to see each other clearly and able to fulfill their deepest issues with aplomb. Dumb word thought it works. It’s a splash – a way of being in the moment that is quite curious. Aplomb brings into things that need to be into the world – things desired. Elements of desire …. Living is a state of desiring more – always more and that is what causes wrecks.
Take for instance the coffee shop – by virtue of always needing to literally keep up with the who?who? lovers they devise a business model of the “freshest, hottest coffee served by the freshest, hottest young women in the valley. Literally – under the age of fifteen push addictive substances all day long – take tips and don’t ask too many questions.” That is the model that they encourage people from the town and people from afar. “Soylent Green” come to other minds too?
When a ‘place’ takes on a ‘value’ it holds a meaning that conveys much more than what many believe. In essence – an unseen essential quality DOES exist between ad amongst US All on the planet. Fully available to every one of us and that goes without judgment. What corrupts that which Dr James P Gill intones in the Unseen Essential in his book of the same title is --- lies. Deceit and lies and cover-ups are seen clearly when things fall apart … and the story of the same name is too the essential idea that THING’s FALL APART (find ACHAVEY).
The notion that when things fall apart they do so in ways that causes other things to have similar spins – things that spin off from other things. In business they are called ‘spin-offs’ and in not business they are called – generally – mess.
Why a ‘mess’ – this is generally because the notion of what is to be and what is in being go hand-and-hand. I am asked why I do not have a way of being that causes one to fall flat on one’s face in a lie. Things fall apart.
When the owner of the shop causes me to think in terms of what ifs then I scrutinized the business. I found major discrepancies and that leads to questions. Verbal and then before its clear why or what has happened: a TRO is in place. Then, the same time frame is holding that which is being sought out in destruction because the very nature of what is being done is causing its un-doing. It ids par for this course. See tiger woods today – an appropriate story of the times. The worst of himself is what used the best and look for how long the cover up has been in place. How long in deed – de long ball? I think so and in many ways I am also grateful. Gives me a direction to focus upon when it is unlikely that I am able to focus in a direction other than a single –focused one.